Word of motivation

2013年12月1日星期日

Nose bleed for the first time in MY LIFE!

oh shit, at first i tot it is just the running nose is coming back...
So i wait for the "liquid" to drop out and when i stop  it with my finger..... it is RED!!!
then i 55 use tissue to stop it and stop the bleeding with compressing my nose.....
EVEN BI TI IS IN RED!!!!

WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO MY BODY!!!
一体何か起こったんだ!!!
鼻血などが初めてだ!

どうしよ?!死んじゃう?

2013年11月24日星期日

Suddenly i feels like...., I am a lone ranger

Why do i have this feelings....
To put it simply, i guess it is because i am sort of otaku....
I did not invest my time for my friends, or to-be-friends, or even schoolmates....

And then there are two incidents that made me feel like i really AM a LONE RANGER though i actually dun want to be one.
One is when i am in the hostel i m living in now, there is these european girl which like to hang out together in the common room....No matter what time...
But for me i would like to spend more time in me room, so, eventually i start to lost track and get on a different tracks from them. And so suddenly, i feel like, i falls out of the group...(or get kicked out, outcast)...


And the 2nd was when my secondary school mates, well it just i am not in their consideration as a group, or best friends....Maybe i become just a HI BYE Friend.


well elaine, you are right all about 惜缘。。。maybe it is because i did not 惜缘,then here comes my 报应。。。

But thanks for those who still see me as friend though i have sort of abandon them....Like lay enn and lee yoong, and my ex-roomates.....

P.S. i scared to be alone, but it is just when i feel i fell off from one group, it is hard for me to go confront them again openly.....Maybe i need your helps~~~ i need some one to bring me out of my world~~
I am an M( if u know what i mean.....)

Now i realise the horoscope said Capricorn is always alone....当たってるね。。。


By Lee Shuen~~